Clarity of thought before rashness of action
brandon_yap
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit brandon_yap's Xanga Site!

Name: brandon
Location: Sydney, Australia
Gender: Male


Interests: COLLECTIBLES [Transformers] | CARTOONS [Transformers; Visionaries; Robotech] | BOOKS/ Graphic Novels [Neil Gaiman's The Sandman, The Books of Magic, Stardust; Mike Carey's Lucifer; Dragonlance Chronicles: The Twins Trilogy; Dragon Prince Trilogy; The Vampire Chronicles] | ANIME [Bleach; Neon Genesis Evangelion; Initial D; Macross; Love Hina; Spirited Away] | SNOOKER | POOL | MAHJONG | ROLLER BLADING | ARCHITECTURE | MOVIES | TENNIS | BASKETBALL | FORMULA 1
Expertise: I lost some time once. I knew it was going to be in the last place I looked for it, so I looked there first.
Occupation: Legal
Industry: Legal


Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo: heroic_decepticon@yahoo.com.sg


Member Since: 8/29/2005

SubscriptionsSites I Read
bloomy_yu
entropic_mutant
sunflower_suz
babble_bubble
RiceBunny
intrinsic_ally
CinnamonAngel24
sidkoh
dchen82
aneclecticmanner
midnights_daughter
chRis_photojournal
featherfox
ken_primetime

Groups Blogrings
Autobots! Transform and Roll Out!
previous - random - next

Neil Gaiman
previous - random - next

UNSW
previous - random - next

UNSW Law Group
previous - random - next

Roger Federer
previous - random - next

The Ass Kickers
previous - random - next

[ - u n s w - ]
previous - random - next


Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Currently Listening
Bleach Original Anime Soundtrack V.1
see related

Today was a pretty momentous day and though it may be difficult to comprehend, i have the following to say... it has to do with the number- nine.


Nine out of Nine

If say it I may,
this day is the day.

For nine out of nine,
is like wine that is fine

So now I can take the time,
to speak out in rhyme

After the noon,
out comes the moon.
If we’re not tuned,
we leave the room;
then we are loon?

For nine out of nine,
is that which is mine

In the day there it is I lay,
for in the night I show my might.
To claim that which is mine.

For what I took with might,
I do not take light.
When might makes right
Do you fight for right?
Or the right of might?

To in the nick of time,
find for half the time,
that which is my mind.

To make nine out of nine.
Really must be quite fine.


QUOTE OF THE DAY
This is dedicated to my 'absent friend' Adam, who's taking a temporary hiatus from xanga. May he promptly return to bombard us once again with his particular brand of rationality. Cheers dude!  =p

“To absent friends, lost loves, old gods, and the Season of Mists; and may each and every one of us always give the devil his due.” – Hob Gadling toasting to Dream [Season of Mists: Chapter 1, The Sandman #22]

-------------

ARTICLE ARCHIVE
September 2005

October 2005


Wednesday, November 02, 2005


it is the 2nd, a very special day...



Eyes On Me
[Final Fantasy VIII]

Whenever sang my songs, on the stage, on my own.
Whenever said my words, wishing they would be heard.
I saw you smiling at me, was it real or just my fantasy
You’d always be there in the corner, of this tiny little bar.

My last night here for you, same old songs, just once more.
My last night here with you? Maybe yes, maybe no.
I kind of like it your way, how you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know? That I had mine on you.

Darling, so share with me, Your love if you have enough;
Your tears if you’re holding back, or pain if that’s what it is.
How can I let you know, I’m more than the dress and the voice.
Just reach me out then, you will know that you’re not dreaming.

Darling, so there you are, with that look on your face.
As if you’re never hurt, as if you’re never down.
Shall I be the one for you? Who pinches you softly but sure.
If frown is shown then, I will know that you are no dreamer.

So let me come to you,close as I wanna be.
Close enough for me to feel your heart beating fast,
And stay there as I whisper how I loved your peaceful eyes on me.
Did you ever know? That I had mine on you.

Darling so share with me, your love if you have enough,
Your tears if you're holding back, or pain if that's what it is.
How can I let you know, I'm more than the dress and the voice.
Just reach me out then,you will know that you're not dreaming.

Darling so there you are,with that look on your face.
As if you're never hurt,as if you're never down.
Shall I be the one for you?Who pinches you softly but sure.
If frown is shown then,I will know that you are no dreamer.


vocals: faye wong
composer: uematsu nobuo
lyrics: someya kozumi


Monday, October 17, 2005

Currently Watching
Office Space (Widescreen Edition)
By Ron Livingston, Jennifer Aniston
see related

IN THE SPIRIT OF PERSONALITY TESTS

First test suggested by Trina, second one by Adam.

[1] Jung Typology Test

Your Type is
INTJ
IntrovertedIntuitiveThinkingJudging
Strength of the preferences %
39256256


Qualitative analysis of your type formula

 You are:
  • moderately expressed introvert
  • moderately expressed intuitive personality
  • distinctively expressed thinking personality
  • moderately expressed judging personality
-------------

[2] Advanced Global Personality Test

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53%
Stability |||||||||||||| 60%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||||||| 36%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||| 23%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||| 23%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||| 16%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Female cliche |||||| 23%

Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were very high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.


trait snapshot:
clean, organized, regular, self reliant, tough, positive, high self control, very good at saving money, dislikes chaos, resolute, realist, trusting, hard working, dislikes unpredictability, prefers a technical specialized career, not worrying, respects authority, enjoys leadership, finisher, normal, optimistic, controlling, prudent, modest, adventurous, does not like to be alone, intellectual, likes the unknown, very practical, high self esteem, assertive, perfectionist, busy, altruistic

-------------

Well, there it is. Could have summed up me up in one line and one song- Live and Let Die. Yeah, that would sum it up without an excessive question answering, inexact proofs, indirect inferences and indefinite conjectures.

-------------


QUOTE OF THE DAY
“[T]hat one day in every century, Death takes on mortal flesh, better to comprehend what the mortal lives she takes must feel like, to taste to bitter tang of mortality: that this is the price she must pay for being the divider of the living from all that has gone before, all that must come after.” - Season of Mists: A Prologue [The Sandman #21]


Thursday, September 15, 2005


TOM
My cat's name is Tom. I read him "A Dream of a Thousand Cats" [Dream Country: The Sandman #18] a while back. Ever since, something strange came over him. In the day, he's a cute and adorable ball of fur; at night he starts kicking an incomprehesible amount of ass left right and center as a stealth panther...






*edit 30th November 2005* Comments from my ex-housemate
"FYI: that cat is damn cute but also horny when comes to the owner's blanket, lol, btw just to let u know that this cat came from award winning competition parents so dun play play!! all of u will be SMITTEN or should i say OWNED!

hey brandon u never took a pic of him snuggling behind the 34" sony triniton? that will be a real treat. anyway, i really had a great time, thanks ivan!"
- KWL



QUOTE OF THE DAY
“Truth, like all other good things, may be loved unwisely, may be pursued too keenly, may cost too much.” -Knight Bruce VC in Pearse v Pearse (1846) 1 De G & Sm 12


Sunday, September 11, 2005


THE SANDMAN: SEASON OF MISTS [The Sandman #21 - #28]
Inspired by exchanges with midnights_daughter, I am penning my views on why this is my favourite installment of the Sandman series.

On a visual level this story arc features beautiful art. Dringenberg who had a hand in creating many of the core characters in Vol 1 to 3 illustrated the prologue; Kelly Jones who did excellent work in Alien: Hive for Darkhorse comics and Venom: The Madness for Marvel comics illustrated the remaining parts of Season of Mists.

I appreciate the fact that the prologue featured for the first time, the entire anthropomorphic ensemble of the Endless with the exception of Destruction who will appear later in Brief Lives. Destiny, Death, Dream, Desire, Despair and Delirium was introduced for the dysfunctional family that they are. And why not? When ever are these personifications of the human condition ever complimentary and in good company with one another?

If you are dead you do not dream, desire, despair or experience delirium; if you dream, you are aspiring toward something which means you do not know your destiny, do not contemplate death and do not despair- but you may feel desire or delirium, which may explain why Dream does not take kindly to Desire and never did but is somewhat friendly toward Delirium. In short, when worked to a logical conclusion, there are varying levels comfort or imcompatilbility one anthropomorphic state will find with another- this much may be inferred from the Season of Mists prologue.

The plot is simple enough: Picking up from The Doll's House: Prelude [The Sandman #9], Morpheus has to descend into Hell to release Nada, a past love he condemned to the neither realm 10,000years ealier. M
etaphorically, it may be extrapolated that sometimes dreams may have to brave the fires of Hell so that they may be fulfilled, so that they may be satisfied- love alone may not be enough.

The Dreaming denizens beseeched Morpheus to just take what he wanted, because he could. Afterall, the Endless are more powerful than gods, angels or the Devil. Morpheus insisted that 'these things must be done by the rules'; going though the process of sending a messager and then braving the gates of Hell without the need to. Perhaps an inference is that power corrupts and absolute power [or somthing close to that] can corrupt absolutely- as such there should be a restraint on arbitrary power whether one is a king, an emperor or one of the Endless- one must follow rules [or the law] as the only restraint on the exercise of arbitrary power.

Of course the big twist comes when Morpheus discovers that Lucifer is not going to destroy him like he swore to in Preludes & Nocturnes but instead is closing up Hell and giving Morpheus the Key to Hell. The prince of lies had lied without so much as speaking. Lucifer does this in the hope that the ensuing struggle for the Key would destroy Morpheus. The real reason is alluded to in the series Lucifer [by Mike Carrey but 'endorsed' by Gaiman]; Lucifer realised that the falling out, the rebellion and the fall was not the result of him having a difference of opinion with the Creator but was something that the Creator planned and wanted to happen. By rebelling, he was not throwing a spanar in the works but lubricating the machine of creation- there had to be a rebellion and there had to be a fall, so that there can be a Hell because Hell is Heaven's reflection, Hell defines Heaven because like Morpheus said in Preludes & Nocturnes 'what power can Hell have over you if you are not allowed to dream of Heaven?'.



Among other things Season of Mists was about lost love, atonement, guile, misdirection, the struggle of power and the closing of a cycle that began 10,000 years ago. It is the critique of what is very human behavior- when there is something advantageous to be had, the good, the bad and the ugly all want it- such power struggles happen everyday and everywhere whether in a macro or micro sense. Gaiman alludes to this by the plethora of gods, godesses and deities that turn up demanding the Key.

I appreciate this story arc for how cunningly Gaiman weaves past plotlines, subtly divuges future ones within the ongoing story and drop 'easter eggs' for avid readers paying attention. Example being:

(1) In Season of Mists: 1, Lucien's library shows a collection of books that actual writers like Tolkien, Dickens and Conan Doyle have dreamt up. The odd on out was this one by Erasmus Fry- this is a fictional writer that appeared in Calliope [Sandman #17]. The name 'Erasmus' could be an allusion to Desiderius Erasmus Roterodamus a 15th century theologian and humanist, but of this I am uncertain.

(2) Morpheus was also shown to visit Hippolyta's son Daniel, whom he names and declares is his because 'it is unusual for a child to gestate in dreams'. This is a reference to The Dolls House story arc and will assume pivotal importance in the final 2 volumes of the series.

(3) Mythological characters: (i) The mass murderer Breschau of Livonia was portrayed as the last sinner who was unwilling to leave Hell; (ii) the norse gods Odin, Thor and Loki; (iii) Azazel and Choronzon, lesser angels who fell with Lucifer but now look more like devils than angels;

(4) After defeating Azazel, Morpheus puts him in a wooden box which contains among other things the Corinthian's skull and the bottled city of Baghdad from the story Ramadan [The Sandman #50]. The bottled city appears to draw its inspiration from the City of Kandor in the Superman continuity.

Well, that was my view, and penned not as concise and a lot longer than I had imagined it would be when I started writing.


QUOTE OF THE DAY
“To absent friends, lost loves, old gods, and the Season of Mists; and may each and every one of us always give the devil his due.” – Hob Gadling [The Sandman #22]



Next 5 >>

Pay Per Click Management
Pay Per Click Management Counter